This is Self-defence:
93 THESES SHORT-CIRCUITING THE MORMON MACHINE
1. Thou shalt not operate as a high-level pedo-MLM scheme, trafficking and monetizing children for power and wealth.
2. Thou shalt not engineer children from birth as cult “products” through deliberate trauma: rape, sedation, terror, and orchestrated violence.
3. Thou shalt not sexually interrogate children in worthiness interviews from a young age.
4. Thou shalt not force children to publicly proclaim “knowledge” of the Church, Book of Mormon, or Joseph Smith under social pressure.
5. Thou shalt not threaten children with death, eternal torment, or family separation for premarital sex.
6. Thou shalt not forge a biological heart-shell through doctrine, hierarchy, and rituals to induce unbreakable Stockholm syndrome.
7. Thou shalt not pursue normalization of pedophilia through layered abuse exploiting immature sexual fantasies.
8. Thou shalt not use esoteric, symbolic ceremonies to dismantle synapses, hijack psychosomatics, and embed permanent death threats.
9. Thou shalt not awaken dormant neural pathways to make internal abuse invisible to those born inside.
10. Thou shalt not induce organ, brain, speech, or sexual malfunctions via hypnotic or ceremonial programming.
11. Thou shalt not deny survivors’ persistent higher consciousness that perceives truth amid programming.
12. Thou shalt not pretend this multi-layered abuse is natural or biological—it is a crime against humanity.
13. Thou shalt not invent and enforce the Book of Mormon as literal historical truth.
14. Thou shalt not impose a fabricated worldview masquerading as restored Christianity.
15. Thou shalt not weaponize prohibitions (tea, coffee, alcohol, sex) with death threats to block reintegration into the world.
16. Thou shalt not extort 10% of lifetime income under threat of lost temple access or eternal damnation.
17. Thou shalt not gaslight and trap members in lifelong financial dependency through missions and tithing.
18. Thou shalt not demand worship of elderly American men as infallible mouthpieces of God.
19. Thou shalt not claim your hierarchy or priesthood represents God.
20. Thou shalt not judge worthiness to live, work, procreate, or self-love based on arbitrary rules.
21. Thou shalt not shield or elevate pedophiles in leadership positions.
22. Thou shalt not isolate members from the wider world, making reintegration traumatic.
23. Thou shalt not lure people into temple ceremonies with secrecy, pressure, and embedded hypnotic death threats.
24. Thou shalt require full informed consent before any temple ritual or covenant.
25. Thou shalt disclose all oaths, penalties, and commitments in advance.
26. Thou shalt not falsely claim to be Christian when doctrines radically diverge from historic Christianity.
27. Thou shalt not adorn temples with inverted pentagrams.
28. Thou shalt not plagiarize Shakespeare, Isaiah, and 2 Corinthians wholesale for the Book of Mormon.
29. Thou shalt not divert tithing to build luxury shopping malls like City Creek Center.
30. Thou shalt not use tithing to bail out for-profit businesses.
31. Thou shalt not hide billions in shell companies to evade transparency and taxes.
32. Thou shalt report all financial dealings openly to members and authorities.
33. Thou shalt not squander tithing on luxury projects while members sacrifice.
34. Thou shalt not prey on the grieving, widowed, or vulnerable for recruitment.
35. Thou shalt not exploit moments of loss or inheritance for tithing gains.
36. Thou shalt not admit or elevate people based solely on conformity or financial contributions.
37. Thou shalt not pretend missionaries and leaders are true friends when their goal is only recruitment and control.
38. Thou shalt not create long engagement funnels that reveal demands only after deep emotional investment.
39. Thou shalt not love-bomb people then withdraw affection when they question or leave.
40. Thou shalt not preside over Utah’s extreme depression and antidepressant rates while claiming to be God’s one true church.
41. Thou shalt not pervert Jesus Christ’s image through perfectionism, shame, and spiritual harm.
42. Thou shalt not historically endorse polygamy, polyandry, or marriages to minors.
43. Thou shalt not enforce racial priesthood/temple bans based on “curse” doctrines until 1978.
44. Thou shalt not teach dark skin as a divine curse.
45. Thou shalt not pressure LGBTQ+ members into celibacy or mixed-orientation marriages.
46. Thou shalt not suppress dissent through excommunication of scholars and activists.
47. Thou shalt not monitor critics via internal committees for damage control.
48. Thou shalt not restrict academic freedom at BYU to protect doctrine.
49. Thou shalt not perform proxy baptisms for non-Mormons, including Holocaust victims, without consent.
50. Thou shalt not repeatedly change temple ceremonies while claiming eternal truth.
51. Thou shalt not coerce tithing before granting temple access.
52. Thou shalt not prioritize mall empires over humanitarian aid.
53. Thou shalt not claim financial transparency while refusing audits since 1959.
54. Thou shalt not gaslight abuse survivors to protect reputation.
55. Thou shalt not handle sexual abuse cases internally without mandatory reporting.
56. Thou shalt not require one-on-one youth interviews that risk grooming.
57. Thou shalt not shame or silence those who leave as “apostates.”
58. Thou shalt not teach that leaving means eternal family separation.
59. Thou shalt not tear families apart through shunning and eternal-separation doctrines.
60. Thou shalt not serve chemically altered sacrament water weekly.
61. Thou shalt not rewrite history to downplay violent events like Mountain Meadows Massacre.
62. Thou shalt not demand absolute loyalty to fallible leaders as to God.
63. Thou shalt not exploit immature sexual fantasies in doctrines of eternal polygamy.
64. Thou shalt not build a system that normalizes control through fear and isolation.
65. Thou shalt not prohibit honest inquiry into origins, changes, or scandals.
66. Thou shalt not punish doubt with social or spiritual death.
67. Thou shalt not equate criticism with Satan-inspired apostasy.
68. Thou shalt not hoard wealth while preaching sacrifice.
69. Thou shalt not use guilt to extract lifelong tithing.
70. Thou shalt not claim moral superiority while protecting abusers.
71. Thou shalt not teach looking good rather than actually doing good.
72. Thou shalt not find fault in the faultless.
73. Thou shalt not say that intellectuals are the biggest threat to the church.
74. Thou shalt not exploit underage children’s work (e.g., building webpages), then steal and monetize it while already extremely wealthy.
75. Thou shalt not function as a “kennel show” displaying younger individuals (of all ages) to older, wealthy people for purchase or exploitation.
76. Thou shalt not employ psychiatry to brainwash members and suppress memories of atrocities committed against them.
77. Thou shalt not pressure converts with incomplete information.
78. Thou shalt not use missions to indoctrinate youth before maturity.
79. Thou shalt not shame members for questioning historical narratives.
80. Thou shalt not retroactively alter scriptures to fit modern views, or attempt to alter history.
81. Thou shalt not claim the Book of Mormon as historical without evidence.
82. Thou shalt not ignore DNA and archaeological contradictions.
83. Thou shalt not teach Native Americans as cursed Lamanites.
84. Thou shalt not suppress intellectual freedom in the name of faith.
85. Thou shalt not excommunicate for truth-seeking.
86. Thou shalt not prioritize image over healing.
87. Thou shalt not use fear of hell or death to retain members.
88. Thou shalt not secretly sedate children or vulnerable adults in food or drink.
89. Thou shalt not contribute to suicide through unrelenting shame, perfectionism, or suppression of individuality.
90. Thou shalt not impose a conformity-driven system that punishes non-conformance with emotional and spiritual death.
91. Thou shalt not deny people the right to live freely if they respect others and cause no harm.
92. Thou shalt not punish questioning of authority or doctrine.
93. Thou shalt dismantle the trafficking of souls, tithing, and children—once and for all.
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TO CUT IT SHORT
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints operates as a high-level pedo-MLM. I was born its product—a child engineered within that cult. Some join to traffic their own children for money, power, and get-rich-quick schemes. My so-called “father” was one of them.
From birth, they inflict profound trauma: rapes, sedations, threats, sophisticated psychological terror, and meticulously orchestrated physical, social, and emotional violence. The design is deliberate—to forge a thick biological shell around the heart, a remote-controlled casing fully regulated by Mormon doctrine, hierarchy, and rituals. The goal? An unbreakable Stockholm syndrome: victims who love, worship, and fiercely defend their abusive pseudo-masters with fanatical devotion. The organization’s ultimate endgame is the normalization of pedophilia.
They inhabit an alternate timeline of reality. The Book of Mormon is false and fabricated. Every prohibition—tea, coffee, tobacco, drugs, sex—backed by implied or explicit death threats—exists to sever any possibility of re-linking or reintegration into the wider world.
Their rhetoric and ceremonies are masterful yet alien: esoteric, densely symbolic, poetic, layered with parables, analogies, and metaphors. The entire apparatus is engineered to dismantle synaptic structures, hijack psychosomatic functions, and embed permanent death threats deep in the nervous system.
Born inside, with no external reference point, it’s invisible—especially as they deliberately awaken and exploit dormant neural and bodily pathways. Yet even then, I maintained a vague, persistent connection to a higher consciousness within me—one that dimly heard, understood and saw the truth, even as my body and mind were programmed and controlled by their system. Some may want to believe this is the natural, biological order of things. It is not. It is vicious, multi-layered abuse of power that exploits the vague, immature sexual fantasies of children and adults alike. The Mormon Church has crossed every imaginable line. It is a crime against humanity. I alone will dismantle its trafficking machinery.
I have always functioned as a Wallraff-style undercover operative within their ranks. This book chronicles my repeated attempts to escape—and my eventual break from that Hotel California you can supposedly never leave.
Reintegration into mainstream society proved far harder than the escape itself. Your institutions mirror the cult’s dysfunction: Psychiatry is a coercive, drug-peddling mafia empire that brands you pathological for noncompliance—and deepens your sickness and subjugation if you obey. Education is little more than dog-training in kennel-school concentration camps, breeding compliant drones incapable of independent thought.
The flat, upside-down hierarchy of Swedish social welfare consists of incompetent slaves hell-bent on enslaving anyone competent. Most of you are small-minded, opportunistic rats who remain indifferent to survivors like me. Only nature sculpts the true artist. Only authentic art commands my loyalty.
It is tempting to romanticize the past, but I refuse—things were probably never better. Still, universities once upheld the ideal of the Philosopher-King, the World-Human archetype—a mainstream aspiration (or at least a proclaimed one). That was before Nietzsche declared God dead, before Bonaparte’s revolutions, before the mind-raping consolidation of nation-state identities turned human relations into zero-sum games, stalled Hegel’s dialectic, and plunged everything into the meaningless materialism of this Brave New World. This is why I write the book: a new benchmark for what becomes possible with deliberate, adequate synaptic restructuring.
So what will save us? Chess. Ice baths. Buttercoffee. Rubik’s Cube. Poetry. Bodybuilding. True entrepreneurs. World literature. The Brave People. Raw liver. And steak tartare.
I burn the Mormon structure now.
